Assalammualaikum and hello everybody.
So, what's everybody has been up to? Well, me? I'm fine. Alhamdulillah. Nothing great happens to me lately. So, Let's talk about depression. Lately, I've been reading a fanfiction and a story from wattpad. You guys know wattpad right? It's a website where people can create a stories or fanfictions for other people to read. Yeah..something like that. Okay back to the story, I was reading this story called "My Story". She was adopted and always feel depressed and keep cutting herself, harming herself. "Depression may be described as feeling sad, blue, unhappy, miserable, or down in the dumps. Most of us feel this way at one time or another for short periods." That's what i found when I typed 'Depression' on google. Well, actually I have a confession to make. I have that depression feeling. It feels like no one is ever like you, no one is actually want to be friends with you, you are not good enough for everybody, you're the most ugly person on the entire planet, whatever that you're doing is not right, everything you do will always goes wrong, you feel insecure, there's nothing will ever looked good on you, you feel like everybody hates you, you feel like you're annoying and disgusting to everybody, you feel very lonely and sad, you feel like you want to rip your chest and get rid off the pain away but you just can't, you're being judges for every single thing that you do, sometimes you feel like you really want to die by hung yourself up or just take a fucking knife and stab it on you chest or swallow a bottle of painkillers or sleeping pills and there's always people that talking behind your back and the most of the time, you just want to be alone and cry. I know what it feels like and it hurts like hell. For those who is experiencing this depression thing, I know you need somebody to talk to and I'm always here to listen because I'm searching for those who willing to listen to mine too. Just remember you're not alone. I'm here with you.
Lots of Love,
Nadia Erena :)
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So, what's everybody has been up to? Well, me? I'm fine. Alhamdulillah. Nothing great happens to me lately. So, Let's talk about depression. Lately, I've been reading a fanfiction and a story from wattpad. You guys know wattpad right? It's a website where people can create a stories or fanfictions for other people to read. Yeah..something like that. Okay back to the story, I was reading this story called "My Story". She was adopted and always feel depressed and keep cutting herself, harming herself. "Depression may be described as feeling sad, blue, unhappy, miserable, or down in the dumps. Most of us feel this way at one time or another for short periods." That's what i found when I typed 'Depression' on google. Well, actually I have a confession to make. I have that depression feeling. It feels like no one is ever like you, no one is actually want to be friends with you, you are not good enough for everybody, you're the most ugly person on the entire planet, whatever that you're doing is not right, everything you do will always goes wrong, you feel insecure, there's nothing will ever looked good on you, you feel like everybody hates you, you feel like you're annoying and disgusting to everybody, you feel very lonely and sad, you feel like you want to rip your chest and get rid off the pain away but you just can't, you're being judges for every single thing that you do, sometimes you feel like you really want to die by hung yourself up or just take a fucking knife and stab it on you chest or swallow a bottle of painkillers or sleeping pills and there's always people that talking behind your back and the most of the time, you just want to be alone and cry. I know what it feels like and it hurts like hell. For those who is experiencing this depression thing, I know you need somebody to talk to and I'm always here to listen because I'm searching for those who willing to listen to mine too. Just remember you're not alone. I'm here with you.
Lots of Love,
Nadia Erena :)
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